It’s funny that, the more you have to be happy about, the scarier things can be. My head is swirling with doubt and I’m not sure why, apart from the fact that I’ve got some really amazing stuff going on that I’m really quite afraid of losing. I guess the higher you are the further you have to fall. I just hope my luck doesn’t run out. I should probably sleep. I was waiting for something but I’m up pretty early tomorrow and that’s my last day off which I guess is also making me anxious.